He Gets Me..

Right now, I really need to be alone, in a room, with a Piano.. An old piano, a big one!
I need to play my heart out, keep playing, and never stop.. Play each and every tune in my head.. And even let my fingers just go on his black and white ones, we'll communicate.. I know he'll understand me, and in fact he'll reply back, immediately.. As I press a finger, he'll say what I'm feeling..
I won't have to speak, or try to express what's going on, and still he'll know it all.. That's why he's the only one I really feel comfortable around.. He'll take me to this other land where all my worries are gone, and all the stress dissolves.. Everything will be just perfect.. Safe..
I really need him.. Dear Piano, I love you!

Love is War

I laid down my defenses, I opened up the door, I gave you what you wanted, I couldn't give you more..
And I gave you everything, you said it's all or nothing.. To you it's just a game, a game you're never losing!

One of Those Days

Yes, you got it right from the title! You've actually had one of those, a day when you wake up looking around for that thing that gets you out of bed. Something that gets you to start the day. Despite the piles of work you have to get done, you still can't kick start your day without that thing. It may be a thing you know, but you're sure as hell it won't happen, or it just maybe something that will surprise you.. Either way, you're just waiting!
Well, I haven't had one of those days, I've had LOADS of those days and in fact, it would be fair to say that I have been waiting today.. So I decided to take some positive action and surprise myself!
And yes, I'm going to help you. What's the point of finding how to beat that without sharing anyways?! I don't want gloomy faces all around me =P
First, you have to actually believe that you're in control! Because you are, this's your life, your day, your mind so for God's sake, who's in control?!
Now that you've prepared your mind for the fact that it runs it all, it may help to give yourself a new resolution for the day.. You can say for instance that you'll do your best to NOT make any of those mistakes that get you down today, cause it's your day, and see how well will that go.
Then, you can choose at least 3 good deeds that you'll do to people who are not your friends, why? Because you'll always be good to your friends, so try the non-friend concept for a change!
There's always those certain people who's little actions ruin your moment.. I suggest you look at those in a pathetic way! That way you won't get mad, and you'll realize that they need serious help! And either way, you have no time for that, you have a world to change today!
Now for the non-mind-set activities, you can take 10 minutes to create a very cheerful playlist, tracks that get you in the mood, loud up your earphones, and take a slight break!
I can't promise you this will work, but I can at least assure that it will inspire you to do a little bit more.. But whatever you do, just remember that you're in control..
And Finally, "Think of yourself as on the threshold of unparalleled success. A whole, clear, glorious life lies before you. Achieve! Achieve!"~Andrew Carnegie


Have a nice day, Not one of those! =D

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You need to break down and let loose every once in a while.. You can't remain strong forever, and if you think you are always holding up very well then you are fooling yourself..
Give yourself the break it deserves, lose control and let go.. You'll never know how few tears can be more powerful than you ever thought they would be..
And I assure you, you'll get back up soon.. Just let loose..

So little time, try to understand that I'm trying to make a move just to stay in the game, I try to stay awake and remember my name but everybody's changing, and I don't feel the same..

Cleanse Your Soul..

For a very very VERY long time, I've been wondering, what are the steps? Is it even possible? You stumble and fall, then you rise back up.. You mess things up till you're messed up, then you get back on your feet.. Than a snap happens that gets you back down.. I could go on like that forever!
So, I decided that there has to be some rules, or at least steps that could be referred to when you feel you need to stop, rewind, erase and cleanse your soul..
1- It's all about rising above those little (or big) things that make you feel you're not yourself.
2- Try for a while to wish everyone the best, no matter how much you think you hate them, or how much they hurt you, you'll just find it much easier to let the grudges go.
3- Always believe that the best is out waiting for you somewhere, and will be yours at some time.. Even when you think you cant get any happier, you can, and you will!
4- Forgive yourself, before you start forgiving others.
5- It all lies within those little head and heart of yours, you just need to believe in them more than any other.
6- You're in charge of your life, NEVER give up what makes you who you are.
7- Give, and don't expect to take.
8- Don't let yourself drown in your mistakes, instead drown them with hope!
9- Your soul does not belong to you, it belongs to God, so if you believe he can take control, lead and give you what's best for you then all your problems will be solved.
10- All the above were tested and approved! :)

A Random Thought

Sometimes, God takes away from us what we think we desperately need. So we lose control, go into despair, sometimes get angry and most of the times think we lost what made us complete.

When in fact, what God takes from us, is just a way of giving us.. There's always a bigger plan written for us than the one we thought was best for ourselves. Sometimes God takes away the drug you're addicted to in a painful way, cause in fact, you're not strong enough to quit it yourself! So from now on, whenever a previously-thought something precious was taken away from you, just know that it's a blessing.. And from now on too, you know where your remedy is, just ask Allah for it..

Rain Drops

Warm fluffy shower, a mug of late, piano playing loud in my headphones and the sound of raindrops outside my window.. Heaven on Earth!
I haven't blogged online in such a long time, yet all that time offline, I'm keeping the papers I wrote, I just choose not to share them.. At least not now..
The smell of the rain just takes your breath away, makes you feel like there's hope! It's refreshing.. The sight of the pouring rain, makes you feel like everything can be washed away, even your darkest mistakes, your deepest regrets, they can all be washed away.. Just like the rain takes the dust away!
And the sound of the piano, makes the rain complete.. Like nothing's missing, except for the hope you bring for yourself.. If the sun rises, and the rain pours, then you too can go fr beyond you think you were destined for..
It may be an epic thought, but you just know it, that the rain always give you the power to believe that you should never give up on yourself.. So NEVER give up on yourself, cause you're worth the fight!